hey baby bear....happy easter....im not feeling that happy this am. Your brothers arent with me and neither are you. first holiday ive had that i havent had my boys with me. i know this is the path ive chosen and i dont regret it but it really hurts. im counting down the hours til i can get your brothers..... i hope you are having a great day and probally chasing the bunnies around the fields. hope that you got a great easter basket filled with lots of goodies!!! anyway baby,,,, have a great easter and if you feel like it you know where you can find me! i luv you bunches!! and miss you terribly! hugs brady bear
Hey baby bear....im sitting here realizing that tomorrow will be two years.....holy shit....god this is not fair buddy.....ive done so good at holding it together till now....now moms blubbering like a baby.....ohhh babe.....this sucks....i cherish every moment i had with you......and try to remain positive that i did at least have the opportunity to be the mom to an angel.....somedays are very difficult.....i did better than last year at this point last year i just cried for the whole week this year i waited till the day before....probally a good things i have no plans for the night.....i think ill take the couple of hours and maybe work on your scrapbook...probally be a lot of tears.....ohhh i just miss you so much....i wonder how you would act and how you and ethan would make mommy go crazy....while alex tried to disipline you both...i wonder just what my life would be like with my 3 sons.....i know you are in ethan cause no kid could be that physcho without help.........my precious brady bear please know that not a minute goes by that my heart doesnt have a hole in it and that i dont miss you terribly......i luv you baby bear......to infinity and beyond with with all my love......
hey gorgeous!!! so boomer will be with you soon.....i can just imagine how happy you are....he was always your dog.....i haven't written to you in a while but ive been talking to you and know you have been helping me. Thanks babe.....Youve given me the strength to become the person i needed to be....i miss you and have a feeling that you may be making yourself known for the next month....almost 2 years buddy....i can't believe its been that long....sad to think youve been gone for longer than half the time i had you here. i miss you every day and think of you. You are shining bright through ethan.....i thought you were a devil child....omg......you look like the angel you are compared to him. baby.....i hope you are proud of the person i become i know Kristen has told me u are....You taught me how short life it and to cherish every moment. im trying and im laughing and smiling again. it feels so good. Baby im sorry that things turned out this way......not the ideal situation. If i can ask a favor....please help me out with alex.....he's having a really hard time....Too much has happened to him and he doesnt deserve it. i'm doing the best i can with him.....i just need a lil help...ok.....anyway baby bear....i love you very much and im sending kisses and hugs to you. Hope you and boomer play chase all day....
Hey Brady bear daddys having a rough night right now. Your gonna get your dog with u tomorrow morning and i know your gonna take good care of boomer. I know hes gonna be so happy to see you. You better watch out hes old and sick but hes still got alot of puppy left in him buddy. Probably gonna see you run you down and lick your face just like old times. I would give almost anything to see this happen to you tomorrow morning buddy. Be good to my olp pup ok baby bear he's all yours buddy. I love you and miss you so much Brady bear. Think daddy could use a little help for the next couple weeks baby. Im trying like as hard as i can but its rough buddy. Anyway you and boomer have fun together baby ok. Love you Brady Bear. Forever your Daddy.
Hey little bear its christmas eve Its one of the worst days ive had to go through in a long time. I miss u soo much baby and i havnt seen your brothers all day and im going crazy tonight. Im sorry for everything that you had to watch mommy and daddy go through in the last couple months. I guess it wasnt ment to be after all. I cant write much more daddys a wreck right now. i hope u have an awsome christmas up there baby bear. Merry christmas brady bear I love you and miss you so much baby. Forever your daddy
