hey my sweet baby!!!! i am missing you more than ever today and am having a really hard day. its mothers day and some days its hard to get up and move on without you here. i only have 2 children here with me and YOU SHOULD BE HERE WITH ME to help celebrate this day... hasn't been much of a celebration trust me. daddy bought me two brightly flowering bushes in honor of you and he planted them for me. He's trying like heck to make this as good of a day as it can be. Give him a hug and tell him that. I was riding to keene the other night and heard a song and it made me think of you. It just said for one more day with you. i would give my life to have 1 more day with my family ..... all 3 boys and daddy. i think of you all the time... i went back to work for the first time yesterday since everything happened... it went good.... I am sure you know what daddy and i are trying to do right now and if you could help us with some guidance as to what we should be doing that would be great..... anyway buddy just wanted to tell you that i am missing you a whole lot......and i love you more than i can tell you.... thanks for the sunshine baby bear.... see ya in my dreams soon hopefully!!
Hi Krissy. I know today must be unbearable for you. I just wanted you to know I have been thinking about you today. I read this somewhere today and thought you would like it. I know your little Angel is smiling down on you today. He must be. We couldn't have a more sunny beautiful day if he wasn't.
Dear Mr. Hallmark, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother,as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night.
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity. Happy Mother's day Krissy. You are an amazing mom to your boys and you were to Brady as well. I love you girl. xoxoxo.
Teah
Hey baby.... i'm missing you a whole lot right now and i am trying like hell to be strong. i was listening to a song today and it reminds me of you. A lot of stuff reminds me of you which some days is great and other days makes me just wanna curl up and die. i constantly think of you and how you would be with your brothers. i am asking a huge favor and i know that you are probally to busy raising hell up there to give it to me but mommy really needs something to let me know you are okay and that you are with me even if i can't see you. i am having days where i feel like you were just an amazing dream. You just were an amazinly beautiful little boy that captured so many hearts especially mommys. i was sitting on the couch this morning and was just waiting for you to come out of your bedroom and smile at me..... you didn't...... i am not sure if i will ever accept the fact that you won't be here with me again. Daddy seems to be having a really hard time right now and you need to help him.... You know next week is mothers day and it just doesn't seem right to celebrate it.... not without you here...i don't feel like i furfilled my motherly duties..... i love you ...... i miss you.... please come to me. i really need you....
A special message to my grandson - Gammie went to McDonald's this morning, as usual, and noticed on the menu board that they now have chicken biscuits for breakfast. My first thought was of you - of the many times you told me that you wanted chicken and fries for breakfast. It was a big joke!! I only wish you were here now so I could take you for breakfast. We miss you so very much and not a minute goes by that I don't think of you. I love you so very much!! Please come to visit again as Gammie is feeling pretty lonely!!
Hey Brady bear so Daddy got tickets to a sox game today may 22end you need to take the day off and come be with me. This was to be your first game and Daddy and Alex really want you to be there with us you can share a seat with your brother. Papa Grampie uncle Adam, Kevin, Scott, Randy and Josh, Mike and Daddys friend Troy will all be there so come and see us little bear. I miss you so much buddy I cant get through a day without crying and wondering what I did to deserve my life to be such hell. Without your Mommy and your brothers I dont know were id be. I know your here with us because your little bro smiles all the time and Mommy and Daddy know that thats you giving him kisses. I wonder every day what your doing and were you are but I know like it says on my site I know theres space between us but I know that your not far. Stay close forever little bear I need you I need the strange things in the house going on so I know that your still with me. I love your sooooooo much little bear and miss your smile every day when I get home from work. The way you would yell Daddy's home and run up to me spank my butt then give a hug. I still wish everyday that would happen one more time. The way I would tickle your pork chops just one more time I would give almost anything to hear your laugh. I know that nothing will ever heal Daddys broken heart but could you please help me as much as you can. I hope to see you in my dreams and to be with me for your first Red Sox game. I miss you more and more every day baby bear and love you soooooooooooo much. For ever and always your Daddy
