Brady Charles Mayotte - Online Memorial Website

hey baby....papa and i must be on the same page because i have been thinking A LOT about you these last couple of days.  missing you more than normal if that is possible.....we had alexs bday party yesterday and i just was thinking how much you would have loved it.  how much you would love his friends.  we think about how much you would have loved doing karate.... i am sure you are there with us but i really wish you were down here with us.  i know alex really misses you a lot right now and he doesn;t know how to express it.....can you help him and maybe come visit him.  i know we all need you but i know alex needs you more than any of us.  he is too young to understand why you left him....he blames himself sometimes.....i hate too see that......i know it was your time but i will never understand why..... anyway..... help alex right now and if you can find the time i certainly would love a visit too.....i love you buddy and miss you soo much.....hugs to my baby bear......

Every weekend when Alex comes up, We sure wish that you were there too.. Filling up the pool ,,going up to the brook, working in the shop. All of the things that you loved to do, and we loved watching you do.  Miss you all of the time, I know that sometimes you are talking to Ethan, he gets that look on his face. It breaks gammie & Papa's heart that you are not with us !!!

Hi bud,  Hope you have a great Easter in Heaven,  Sure do miss you.  What do you think of your brothers?? Alex is getting so big and what do you think of your family doing Karate? Cool, huh.  Ethan is doing very well and is growing like a weed. But I think he is going to give everyone a run for their money.  Keep an eye on everyone and keep them out of trouble.  Love, you!!!!!!!!

ps....  thanks for being at the tournament with me....next time can you help me do better....ha ha

Hey sweetie......easter tomorrow.....not really in the mood to celebrate in formal ways anymore for this holiday......your brothers get there easter baskets but other than that really don't like this holiday anymore. it was the first we had to celebrate without you and i think because of that i'm not in love with the idea of celebrating it anymore.  i've been thinking about you a lot this week and especially just longing for a hug from you.   i close my eyes and try to imagine your arms around me.....honestly that feeling is fading and it scares me.  i have a million memories but it seems like i have to fight harder to bring them to the surface.  i really would appreciate it if you could just come talk to me or hug me in my dreams ...they say that you can do that......its not fair that i have to ask my amazing son to come see me in my dreams...i should have to just run after you and fight you for a hug.  anyway baby.....i hope you are having fun up there and i hope that the angel bunny brings you something super special....something as special as you are to us.......i love you baby bear and miss you with all the pieces of my broken heart........mmmmmmuuuuuuaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!