Yet another holiday without you - it's just not right!! I got a little weepy yesterday (nevermind today) when they advertised the Easter Egg hunt at Memorial Park and remembering what a good time you and Alex had and all the candy you guys got. And then I started laughing 'cause Papa and I brought you to see your Mom at the salon and her eyes rolled back in her head - she said something about the way that Papa and I dressed you and Alex that morning. We didn't see the problem. But that's Moms for you. We miss you more and more each day and still can't believe you are gone. Hope you have a great Easter little one! Love you and miss you more each and every day. Love, Gammie
BRADY, GAMMIE AND PAPA ARE GOING TO SEE UNCLE DANNY,,,,,,WHT DON'T YOU COME WITH US ? GIVE US A LITTLE SIGN SO THAT WE WILL KNOW YOU ARE THERE...LOVE, PAPA
Hi Brady. Just wanted to let you know how much we miss and love you. We started shoveling off the deck and all I could think of is how you and Alex were shoveling the deck with your rubber boots on and both of you were on your butts more than on your feet. I went out back last night and going down the stairs I thought of the look you gave me when your cool, sophisticated gammie fell into the forsythia bush trying to step around you - what a great black and blue I had. I guess what I'm trying to say is that everything that we do somehow reminds us of the beautiful little boy that spent 3 1/2 years with us. I wish I could help you again to button your pants and to get that big hug that I bribed you for. Love you always, Gammie
Hi Brady, I saw your star tonight it sure was bright, havent seen too many stars this winter it has been cloudy alot. You sure have alot of new friends in Heaven, just these last few months. Sure do miss you, Love, Aunt Lois
hey buddy i have been putting this off all day but the family and friends will be showing up in a while and i wanted to have the time to say what i needed to you....
as i sit here thinking where i was exactly a year ago and remembering sitting in that room with your brother on my lap in shock...people coming in and giving me hugs and saying how sorry they were..... i know i didn't comprehend what had just happened....i remember the whole day so clearly and sorry but i wish i didn't. there isn't a day that goes by that my heart doesn't ache for you. i miss sitting in the reclining running my hands through your hair...i miss you walking down the hallway with your eyes not open with you blanket in one hand and 1 or 10 of your stuffed animals, i remember our walmart trips tuesday morning and sitting with you at dunkin donuts while you licked the frosting and sprinkles off your donut. i miss seeing that tiney hiney in those tighty wighties, i remember you in your frog boots, and your wonderful sense of style. ha ha....you know baby i tell everyone i want just a couple minutes more....i know that wouldn't be enough but i want to tell you to your face how much i love you, how much you meant to me. i want to get a big hug and dance to "another day in paradise" with you....i wanna hear you sing "want to be a rockstar" i wanna hear Halex from down the hallway and i want to see you sit on the couch watching diego or fireman sam. i was giving ethan a bath the other night and alex jumped in...i wanted to see all my gorgeous boys sitting in the tub...i wanna see ethan pulling your hair and crawling all over you. He acts a lot like you and looks a lot like you. i can see the "curiousity" in his eyes..... he's now called the evil monkey. everyone tells me i am being strong and all i can say is i put on a great show... i do it for you baby. i know in my heart what you want is for us to do everything we can to give alex and ethan the life you didn't get the chance to enjoy. i hope we gave you good years and days while you were with us. we tried. Brady you have taugh us all so much about life and how to live it Halex misses you a lot and he talks about you a lot. can you visit him soon.. i know they say when i am ready that you will come to me. i need to know you are here. i need that really bad. i want to see or feel you!! i know that is asking for a lot but i have been really strong for you and being selfish but I need you more right now than most people. Its my turn okay sweetie... 1 year ago i was most likely sitting next to your little body under that sheet and holding your hand. i remember seeing your little feet popping out 1 end with your old navy sock and that short curly brown hair popping out the top. i remember how cold you were. i hope you forgive me that i have not looked at you. i couldn't ......i just couldn't. i always wonder if you are mad at me for that. anyway baby i could ramble on for hours talking to you and i'll never know if you see this or not.....i love you baby and this has been the worst year living without you. i miss you sooooo much and send you the biggest bear hug.
