Brady Charles Mayotte - 网上纪念网站

Hey little bear I just want to let you know that I miss you soooooooooooo much.  My heart breaks more and more everytime I walk by a picture or think of your smile or your voice.  Not a day goes by that I dont hear you say daddy to me the way you always did.  Alex has been talking about you alot so I know that you,ve been visiting him when is it my turn I know you here all the time.  I can tell.  I stop in my tracks everytime i see a butterfly and say hey little bear I miss you and love you so much.  I dont know what else to say right now little bear its not been a good week and I just need some kind of good news.  Its hard enough to get out of bed every day as it is and to think of what kind of hell I get to face everyday makes it even worse.  I need some help little bear  I need alot more positive and no more negitive buddy.  You talk to the big guy baby and help mommy and daddy.  I love you and miss you so much baby bear please come see me more I need you little bear forever and always your loving Daddy   

My precious grandson - We visited you at the cemetary yesterday and left you a dog to watch over you.   Not like Scooter - this doggie won't bite and steal your food.   But I'm sure you watched the constant parade of visitors you had over the weekend.    Losing you hurts more than I could have ever imagined.   Everything we see or do and everywhere we go, reminds us of all the good times we had.   Your silly brother went in the pool Sunday afternoon - naked - just like you and he did last year.    I don't want to accept the fact that you have left us.   It seems like forever ago since I got those big hugs.   I hope someone is buttoning your pants for you now and how I wish I could do it for you again.    Love you and miss you more every day.    Big hugs & kisses to you.     Love, Gammie  

hello my sweet baby.....well tomorrow is memorial day and never before has it been a sorrow occasion.  i'm having a really hard time these days.  you know why.  i hope that i can get rid of this guilt someday but right now i feel so guilty that you are not here with us.  i am so sorry that i let harm come to you and would do anything to trade places with you.  i am hoping that you will come to me thursday and let me know that you are okay and that you know i love you more than life itself.  i need some help right now and somehow maybe you can help me.  anyway baby.... i am missing your smile and those eyes every minute and missing holding your hand,  i wish you were here so i could love, hug and smother you with hugs and kisses.  just so you know that if i could have one wish it would be to have a day with ALL my family especially MY 3 BOYS to have a picture of all of you, to see you kiss ethan and play mommy and daddy with alex, to spank daddy, to run around in you spiderman undies, to hold mommies hand and go to walmart and dunkin donuts with me.  i think because i know that my wish will never come true i feel hopeless.  i don't know why you left us but i hope that you are somewhere flashing that smile to some beautiful girl... remember that mommy loves you always and i never stop thinking of you of missing you.  luv ya sweet angel.

I finally got around to putting the tapes from the cruise onto a vhs tape, and it was hard and wonderful at the same time. It broke our hearts to watch you, but in the same way , you were alive !!!! Not  a day goes by that Gammie & I don't think about you and miss you. Seeing you running around and jumping and laughing was so wonderful, BUT, knowing that's all we will ever have ,is awfully hard to accept ...We will keep these tapes forever, . And when Ethan gets older, he will know you !!!! love and kisses ......"Papa"