okay sweet baby... obviously we haven't gotten your tree to you yet. I will be over in the morning with heidi to bring your tree and a wreath she made you. We went and got our tree this morning....not that great looking..... but we made it work.... anyway i miss you lots and these holidays are gonna be real hard.....i have cried a lot in the last 2 weeks and honestly don't really want to celebrate without you. i keep thinking about last xmas and if i had known it was gonna be your last what would i have done differently. I think there is a lot i would do differently like make sure i told you i love you more and make sure that i stole more hugs and kisses. How i long for you and one of those hugs. This holiday is gonna be real hard but we will do our best to make it good for your brothers. and to honor you in everyway i can.....i love you little bear........i miss you and would love to see your face again.....someday....
Hey gorgeous.... well another holiday that we have to face without you.... honestly this sucks. Wanted to tell you happy thanksgiving and i miss you buddy. You should be down here with us making us put your food in the freezer. anyway.....i love you and miss you...we are bringing a tree to you on saturday morning... l honestly don't know how i am gonna get through the holidays without you... i will write more later but i love you baby to infinity any beyond!!!!
Hey Brady, Hope you are enjoying Thanksgiving In Heaven, Say Hi to all our friends and Relatives up there. Can just imagine the size of the table for dinner. Glad I dont have to do those dishes. Love you.
My darling grandson - it's one of those days again - but I'm sure you already knew that. Papa and I miss you so very much. It's getting cold and I thought about you and Alex playing out in the snow last year and then coming in to get dry mittens but not until you had bent the mitten warmers on the stove in half. I don't understand any of this - all I know is that you should be here with us. We saw Buzz Lightyear last week. Papa and I were thinking of how excited you would have been to see him - to have your picture taken with him. I know you are jumping on the clouds in heaven but we sure wish you were here with us taking the cushions off the couch and jumping on them. Love you little one. I hope you can feel this huge hug from Gammie and Papa. Miss you and love you more than you know.
So I have a good idea for what you can be for halloween howbout a bear with angle wings devil horns with a halo hanging off of one horn. What do you think little man? I hope you get lots of candy up there make sure you sneak some when grammie Terrie's not looking and dont bounce off the walls to hard. I want you looking just the way I remember you when I get to see you again. Happy halloween little bear I love you and miss you so much Brady bear.
Forever your Daddy.
