Hey my sweet angel.....well it has been 7 months since you left this earth and received you wings. I miss you tremendously! There isn't anything that we do that we aren't constantly reminded of you and how much you did or would have enjoyed doing it. We are heading away this weekend to go to Melanies wedding. we should have been packing for 5 of us... i think ethan has enough stuff for 5 of us.. but still i should have been packing for one more child. i hope you will be there with us and show us an obvious sign that you are...mommy and daddy are a little slow so i mean obvious...the last 7 months have taken a lot out of us... also wanna help ethan sleep a little better at night... ha ha... so did you find that little 2 month old baby that is up there with you now.....anyway my little man i tell ethan about you a lot of the time and hopefully he already knows you....i sure miss you buddy and please give me a sign that you are with me...mommy needs it to have the strength to carry on ....... for now sweetie.....sending my hugs kisses and my love to you.....tell liz i said hi.......
to infinity and beyond my angel.......
Hey baby..... so your birthday is approaching us and i am not gonna lie i just want to skip the day. I know it was always such a wonderful day and i should be grateful because that is the day that you were put into my arms. Instead i am dreading it as i can't hold you in my arms. I just don't know what to do for your birthday. Alex says he wishes you were back down here with us and him and daddy do boops for you everynight and i miss you. anyway i just wanna say please give us the strength especially in the next couple of weeks to get through each day without balling......i love you buddy and miss you more than words can say. I would give my life in a heartbeat just to see you again and have you here.....love ya baby......
A friend of mine was just telling me that he had just lost his father,,,And he was sad and happy, because now, his Mom & dad were together again, we have all been so sad since you left, And it is not getting any easier... Brady Charles,you were one of the most important people in Gammie & Papa's life!!!! We both miss you and hope that you will be waiting for us!!!
hey my angel....i am not having a good day today. i''ve been missing you a lot lately. Brought alex to kindergarden this week...i should have been bringing you to preschool. I should be home with only ethan on some mornings. so many things that i am going through that i just constantly think what should be or could be happening. Auntie Jenny told us this morning that she is gonna have another baby. Don't get me wrong i am extremely happy for them but i am really sad too. I should already have my 3 children running around and instead i can't even tell her what its like to have 3 kids because i never got the chance to have all 3 of you at once. I want you here so bad. I honestly keep waiting to wake up from this dream and when i realize i never will it sucks. anyway i just don't know what to do with myself right now and most importantly i don't know what to do for you birthday....not gonna lie i wish i could skip the day what was one of the happiest days of my life now is gonna suck because it reminds me of what i once had.... i love you buddy and i sure could use you right now....
Hey little bear I still cant even bear the thought of not seeing you I just dont get it i just want to hug you and give a big bear hug like we did every day for 31/2 years. Why the hell cant we do that anymore its not fare why cant mommy and daddy just get one more hug one more kiss one more smile from you I would give almost anything for those. I cant believe that its been 6 months I miss you so much and think about you everyday. I wish you would come around the house more not to much has been going on. I would love more than anything to come just one more time and do what we did every dasy me tickle your pork chops and you would spank me on the but. I hope your not wearing out grammie my pappas butts up there. Anyway buddy its been a long 6 months not seeing you buitiful face that I miss so much. Come see me and mommy and your brothers soon baby bear we need you really bad right now. Ill talk to you tonight with Alex. I love you Brady bear forever your Daddy .
