It has been a very confusing and stressfull 6 months. I know God had a good reason to take you sooo soon but no one knows what it was. I know you are safe and warm and happy in Heaven but you were SAFE and WARM and HAPPY here with your family. You should be proud of your dad,mom and brothers they are doing the best that can be expected. Also your grandparents are doing the best they can. Like Jean said that terrible night that I made that terrible phone call to her and Mike " I just don't understand." I pray to God that I never have to see (for a long time in the future ) that look on Uncle Eugene's face that I did when I came home from work and he told me you had gone. I am sure you will be with Alex and Ethan, protecting them and guiding them every step of their"LONG"life. your parents and grandparents need alittle kiss tonight. and every night. Sorry this letter is so rambling and sad but that is how I feel right now. Love you now and forever
ohhh my precious angel..... six months... a half year.....god it is killing me inside...i was crying with daddy last night realizing that 6 months ago was the last time i ever got to kiss you good night...and 6 months ago this morning was the last time i ever got to see you wake up and walk down the hall towards me, the last time i got you breakfast. Baby i miss you so much and it seems to hurt more everyday. i am being strong only for you. i know you would want me to so i could take care of your brothers. i'm trying baby really i am but sweetie its hard and i am running out of energy. I need some help from you.... i wanna go see john edward. would you come to me if i did.....i gotta go your brother is crying...thats okay mommy is too right now....i love you little bear..... miss you more than ever....xoxoxo
Our precious Brady - it has been six long months since you left us. Seems like forever ago. Everyday without you is bad and somedays are absolutely horrible. But we all keep putting one foot in front of the other - someday we will all be back together. I worked on the bank this weekend - found an orange salamander and remembered how excited you and Alex were last year when Papa found one to show you and how last year you were trying to help me and kept asking me - "Is this a good one Gammie?" I wish you were here to help me now. We have planted bright colored flowers - and I'm expecting you to pull the heads off the plants as you usually did. I do believe you helped picked the tomatoes though. How I wish we could turn back the clock. Papa and I miss you so much - everyone misses you. Alex said you took a trip to Hawaii - is that why you wanted the yellow shirt with the frogs on it? You silly kid - if Gammie ever sees one, she will have it here waiting for you. I love and miss you more and more everyday. A visit would be nice if you find the time. I'm sure you are busy - are you taking care of Courtney and McKenzie? Or are they still stealing your food? I hope you are riding the rainbows and jumping on the clouds!! My everlasting love - Gammie
Hey little bear. Sorry I hav'nt wrote to you in a while. Its still not real to me dont think it ever will be. I still expect to come home walk in the door and have you hit me in the butt. Then I would tickle your pork chops and hear that luagh that I miss so much. I still hear it in my head every day wish I could see you doing with that big smile. Alex just walked in the room and said that he loves you and that he wishes you were back down here. I miss you so much little man. With tears in my eyes forever your Daddy.
P.S. Ill talk to tonight when Alex and I do boops with you
Hi bub--- I know you were with us today, when I was with your mom and Ethan, I think if I looked hard enough I could see you sitting on the edge of the blanket with Ethan and Belle. Could you ask God to help Mother Nature to stop the rain,it is making everyone sadder and we are sad enough. does this make sense??? Sure do miss you, Love Aunt Lois
