Well baby bear its the day before your birthday and I dont know what to do. Trying to stay happy isnt easy when your not here to celabrate your fourth birthday with us. I miss you so much little bear. But I know Grammie Terrie and Papa will do there best to give a good birthday. Do daddy a favor tomorrow try to make the day go by quick and not too painfull my broken heart cant take much more. I miss you so much little bear and i wish i could be the one giving you four birthday spanks but since I cant mom would you make sure he knows there from daddy he knows why thats important to me. One more thing be looking for ballons tomorrow there for you buddy. Happy birthday Brady bear I love you and miss you so much.
Forever your Daddy
My sweet angel....where to begin....we are approaching the 8th month mark of since you left us but to make it worse it is falling on you birthday. This has been the hardest day yet i swear. I remember 4 years ago and getting to hold you in my arms for the first time. i would have never imagined that i wouldn't have gotten to see you celebrate your 4th birthday. I miss you so much everyday and honestly wish i could just wake up and have this be a horrible nightmare. I am trying to celebrate your life and be happy that we actually had the time we had with you but being selfish it wasn't enough...i want years, decades more with you. i want to see you go to school for the first day and watch you play sports and meet your first girlfriend... actually i did because i know you loved ashley... i think your little brother is following you on that one. anyway we were robbed of some many moments with you and i will forever be heart broken. I am not sure if you have been sending the birds right into the window...be gently with them sweetie... We just made a donation to the Humane Society in your name. Because of your love for animals we thought that was appropriate. i am gonna make you a cake and send balloons up to you. Please let me know somehow that you got them. I am gonna put a special note just for you in one of them... anyway baby.....i will say it again but just in case i can't get it out properly.... Happy Birthday my sweet angel.... i hope that you have an amazing birthday in the clouds with the angels. For now my angel.... missing you like crazy.....love you to infinity and beyond.....
Hey little bear as you know we went away this weekend but we know that you were with us we saw the pics I wish you and Mommy, Alex, Ethan and Daddy could have all danced together but never the less we know you were there shaking your booty with your big bro. I miss you soooooo much little bear. I dont know if you get a birthday up there buddy but your turning 4 years old in a couple weeks. Its going to be very hard for Mommy and Daddy the next couple of weeks and we need you and your grammie up there with you to help us. Mom please give my little bear a birthday to remember and make sure he knows that Krissy and I would give almost anything to be the ones giving it to him. Papa Mom please there for my little Brady bear. I miss you soooooooooooooooooooooo much little bear. Forever your Daddy.
